as time goes by sumtimes it only seems to get worse... they say it will get better with time.. but i just miss you both so much... ~maybe sumday i can come visit you in a beautiful place called heaven~ i miss you guys so much.. there's not much to say except i miss you both of you really didn't look like yourselves when i saw u in the casket... it was painful... i looked at both of you ... and to both of you i looked away.. it's so painful.. i am going to write sumthin that was in my journal from 1/27/04
there is a void .. and omittint space in my heart. my heart aches.i know she is in heaven but it just hurts to knwo that she's not here with me. sumtimes i doesnt' even feel like she's gone...just like she's at sumbody else's house or on a trip or something. i feel stupid being in that mindset.. but that's how it is .. you say that "neither death nor life nor angels or demons ... can seperate us.. then why do i fell so far away .. honestly not wanting to come back?
One Sweet Day
Sorry I never told you, all i wanted to say, and now it's too late to hold you cuz you've flown away, so far away
never had i imagined living without your smile. feeling and knowing you hear me, it keeps me alive alive
and i know your shining down on my from heaven like so many friends we've lost along the way and i know eventually we'll be together, one sweet day
darling i never showed you, assumed you'd always be there i took your presence for granted but i always cared and i miss the love we shared
and i know your shining down on my from heaven like so many friends we've lost along the way and i knwo eventually we'll be together one sweet day
although the sun will never shine the same i'll always look to a brighter day, Lord i know when i lay me down to sleep you will always listen as i pray
and i know your shining down on my from heaven like so many friends we've lost along the way and i know eventually we'll be together... one sweet day
i miss you both and hope you are having a wonderful time in heaven.
amy |